Hello Hip Huggers,
Monday was my last day at my cool little job. Regrettably, I had to come home from working for personal reasons, not my own and I’ll share that caveat later. But it was definitely a fun time, with a fun company and fun people. I was sure sure lucky to have had an experience like this.
I’ve been working since June of this past summer. After years of being home and having the ease of planning meals, exercising at will, and constantly plugged into social media I didn’t fare well balancing it all whilst returning to the workforce, even part time. I started mindless munching to soothe work stress, commutes and being spread thin at home. I stopped creating time in the mornings to workout consistently. And, I ate a lot of grits.
So, now that I am home and have to face the
mirror music, I must admit: a sistah has gained 20 lbs, 19 to be exact, since May 2015.
I’m not upset with myself about the gain, but of the state of my life: uncontrolled. I hadn’t prepared my family properly before heaving myself into work. I felt like I was always catching up, and I of course, was last on my Own. Damn. List. But, I need to always workout for my own mental health and sanity. I shouldn’t allow myself to not put myself first. No one is jumping in to help figure things out. No ones pulling me out of bed to run. No one is planning my meals or workouts. No one is rolling out my mat when I’m off center. I’m not even sure anyone is praying for me! So, I’d better be doing all these things for my damn self. And not allow life, at any pace, to control me.
Also, it doesn’t matter what you do- running, lifting, yoga, tracking calories… Just do it. Running kept me light, lifting kept me lean. Yoga made me strong, tracking kept me accountable. Great individually, but incredible altogether.
Today was a mix of it all , 30 Day Shred (which almost killed me) to start! I knew I had lost a great deal of fitness, but I didn’t think I’d completely forget the pain of mountain climbers, jump squats, or butt kicks…
Finished my workout and decided to take a 20 minute stroll to meet my kiddos walking home from school…
Came home and practiced yoga for about 20 minutes. I’m incredibly tight in my hammies so the stretch was very humbling.
Now I’m kicked back, drinking hot tea, reading up on a few blogs I’ve missed, and preparing marinated chicken thighs for the grill, happily exhausted… Or I’m wishing I had all that going on and really getting ready for a nap…
some zzz’s you later, Hip Huggers!
Question: Have you ever left a job you loved?
5 thoughts on “You’re Okay, but your lbs. Can’t Stay”
Yes! I am a CSW, but left my job two years ago when my daughter was born to be a SAHM. Life’s short and I won’t get these moments back.
So true, and these years are gone in a blink of an eye. My kiddos aren’t real young anymore, but I’ve always been home with them. I have my days where I think about my future, and really miss working and the social (monetary too) element that comes with. But the safety and security if my kids outweighs anything I desire away from home. I’ll have my time to do my thing, lol! But now, it’s all about them. Thanks for reading, imamotherrunner!
We sound the same! This is why we’re mommas! Look forward to reading more. 🙂
Yes! This is absolutely why! One day, we’ll have to pull back that bow, aim and shoot them out into the world. Until then, I don’t want to miss a thing! Thank you for the chat, and the encouragement!:)
Ugh my comment didn’t send! Yes I have. I am a CSW, but left my job two years ago to be a SAHM when my daughter was born. Life’s short and she won’t be little long…